I got in around 3am this morning and of course is back up around 8ish. My first thought was how can I sleep in? I can't because of their out by 9:30 rule. So after chatting with my friend Nicole on the phone I get started. I l'm supposed to go to a work program after the audition today and I had the crazy thought to just go straight there and bypass the audition. I actually got dressed to do it! As I fixed my hair I thought "what the hell am I thinking "? I didn't come here to skip an audition! I looked in the mirror and said "get yo tired ass outta here and make yo way to the audition. No slacking". I mean, really! Who do I think I am?
last update for today
Because of my grogginess when I opened my calendar I didn't notice that it pulled up Mondays audition so I went to the wrong place. No worries because I still had time. I got on the wrong train, again not paying attention and had to backtrack. I ended up near Penn Station and laughed to myself because yesterday's auditions were down the street from there, plus my afternoon government program appointment was in the other direction. As I signed in at sat down, noticing all the neat little blonds and only one me, my name was called. The guy said that the audition list closed at 10 and I couldn't be added. it was 10:50. smh I made no big deal out of it and walked to my appointment early. I'm back at the shelter now, maybe for the weekend. I need to rest. GOOD NIGHT WORLD!